Wednesday, September 17, 2008

Time to go ......



Hello guys

as you all know my day job is very slack, well almost doing nothing everyday. there is no bonus and no increament and no job prospect for me here in the long term. the good side is my salary not bad for doing nothing, no OT and quite a lot of freedom here. well my first year here was good i decide to leave went for a couple of interviews, but things did not work out.

my second year here after attending T3B stocks course, my piority and directions in life had change so much. i giving up on my IT career. i dun mind staying at infor for another 1 year doing nothing much. i am working on my own trading career. i been reading, testing, experimenting and active trading for almost 1 year. after 1 year and now finally i think i got IT. K Grid. i hope i can stay here but i think i cant stay here anymore. yesterday kana from my boss already. oh well looks like sometimes its not i want to stay or not. but i am being force to go. ok time for me to look for a new job. anyway i planning to leave too at the end of this year. my boss just helped me to confirm my decision. haii.... well i did slacken for the past year which leads to so many complain abt me. yaya i know i everyday late and i never response as well as last time. when ppl dun like u, you can do 10 good and 1 bad, but they only forcus on the 1 bad and keep on repeating it on and on, wah lau so long ago liao you still wan to repeat. but i am under direct fire with the users. i know all the complains all will shoot me until i die. oh well fuck it! the most i leave only, looks like its time for me to go. like as if i care, this place got no more happy memories for me anymore. all the cool people had left and now it is my turn to go next. well at least 1 year here slacking i finally got K grid. i am happy!

i gave myself 1 year for my trading, and my 1 year result is K grid which i feel is the way to go for trading. everyone knows that the market cannot be predicted but everyone stills wants to try and predict the market. i love the way K grid does not predict the market but know excatly what to do what the market go up or go down. i am not in the mercy of the market becoz i am not predicting it. i am in total control of my trading.


time for me to up my capital, once my capital is big enough, i can finally have my dream of slacking and doing nothing.

time for jobDB and job street, wish me luck guys! i hope i can join my friend at a trading firm doing IT, there i will be able to know more traders and hopefully improve on my own trading skills.

Monday, September 15, 2008

Forex is beatable, so i will beat the hell out of it!



hello

i rented this DVD over the weekends and i must say this is the best movie i have seen so far. well maybe it just reminds me of what i am doing and my work. i love watching some normal nerds come out and beat the system. from rags to riches. this is what i always dream to do as well.

the movie is about 6 MIT kids came out with a card counting system and went to las vegas to win a total of 6 million. in the movie there is pit lords and their money got stolen. This movie is inspire by a guy call Jeff Ma. in real life they acturlly kept the money they win from the casino. woah a total of 6 millions. think i will learn about card counting too after my forex grail quest is up.


i got to admit i was feeling down and loss of confidence after my ATM projected failed so badly. totally wipe out of whole account in 2 weeks. i was not really expecting it to be so bad.. i felt sick for 1 week after i loss my account.
but after watching this movie, i feel motivated and confident again. and now with my K Grid i am going back to the forex market. i am still in the forward testing, optimising and testing stage. i should be going live in mid Oct or Nov soon. more testing to be done in the lab.

anyway there is this sentence they said in the movie which i really like "blackjack is beatable, we beat the hell out of it" so i am goign to change this a bit. this is for you FX market "Forex is beatable, so i will beat the hell out of it!"

Friday, September 12, 2008

my account fot wipe out ..........




Hello and you guys thought i am out of the game after wiping out my account, well NO WAY!! i will be back and i will make back what i loss!

Forex trading sure is a tough journey that i had decided to take. man i gave up everything i gave up fun, i gave up computer games, i gave up my friends, i gave up all my free time just to do this. and yet i still fail, man i really suck. i failed twice i tried everything from fundemental to technical to grid and martigale, scalping. EA, manual, corelation....... there are so much junk out there that is losing money.

if everyone know that forex is unprediactable and 90% of traders lose money all the time. i wonder why ppl still want to trade the forex market. might as well go gamble and casino better.

only in imperfection you can find perfection. only the determind and persistence will go thru and be the 10%. we all know that the market can never be predicted. fundementals and technicals are the way to be trading profitable. then there must be a third way in which the holy grail lies. if we are unable to control the market. then we cannot control our outcome. which means the holy grail is in the form in which is must be totally under our control. we know excatly what to do next. we are totally in control not over the market but over our trading. we got a game plan going. and that is what i humble call "The Holy Grail"

did i finally discover the holy grail? it is currently in testing stages. will update and reveal more in the coming days heheeh

Project ATM die jia lat jia lat



Hello everyone

my project ATM crashed and die, my whole account wipe out. USD going up and Aus going down, cause my whole account to be gone........
i got to admit i was feeling bad about this, i wasnt expecting my whole account to be gone so fast?? 2 weeks?? OMG thats fucking fast, that is like 2 months salary gone in 2 weeks. i feel sick and bad about this. somemore it is paid EA useless junk, waste money Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. oh well such things happen all the time time. oh well at least i still got my mind intact. LOL